We all start somwhere, when looking for an answer. Mine just happen to be 'wtf are ufo's'. And I am still looking for an answer. Thesedays, we cannot take anything at 'face value'.
Here's one interview I found very interesting... If its bullshit, at least it's proof that I am sane
George Green - Coast to Coast am - Real life xfiles - 25mb
His site www.nomorehoaxes.com is also interesting. (get ready for alot of 'GOD' phrases) One part explains how Santa is Satan haha!! And this guy from youtube puts that into perspective