...and that, as they say, is that.
My 2nd longest relationship ended earlier. I'm not going to bore everyone with the details, but we decided to take a break last week to sort out our problems so that we could strengthen our relationship so that there would be some semblance of balance and stability for the future. Even though she was kind of reluctant at first, she knew it was what was best. I think this was a clear cut case of her having stronger feelings for me than I did for her, but I still helped her out whenever she needed my advice or any type of comforting. The problem is it became like I was more of her counselor than her boyfriend and that irked me to no end after awhile and rather than staying in a relationship that was rapidly becoming a sinking ship, I made the mature decision to back out for awhile. My dad visited me this past weekend and she wanted to talk; thought it was just friendly stuff. I ended up getting sick earlier today and was off and on again sleeping, puking, etc. My phone was on, but I didn't answer it. She was trying to call and left this big fucking text about me not "being able to handle her at her worst, I didn't deserve her at her best crap." Almost every day was her worst. I don't know, I'm just pretty bummed out that she spazzed the way she did. I made a lot of uncomfortable compromises that I have to revert back from and that's never easy. I'm just glad I didn't go deeper into the rabbit hole than I did.
Anyway, guess I just wanted to blow off some steam...
"When the majority believes in what is false, the truth becomes a quest." - Me