If there truly was a God (Ha)! Why would I be in this dead end job, in a loveless relationship with two whiny kids? I wish there was something to fall back on to give me strength butt, alas, there is nothing. Nothing but a clear and void empty space between my birth and the wothless pile of cells I call myself. Trust me, I hold no false hope, no savior from above, no miracle. I just wish I could extract myself from this earthly prison called life.