I have had internal debates with whether or not god existed for a long time. And I'll admit that my christian upbringing made me hold on to that belief out of fear. All of the scientific evidence that I have seen/read about has always made more sense to me than a belief in some all knowing, all powerful, invisible creator based on faith. I have always been a person who needs physical evidence to believe something. It has taken me 27 years to come to my personal conclusion that, in fact, god doesn't exist.
I have read through a few of the topics in these forums and have seen repeatedly multiple points that I have made myself, all pointing to the nonexistence of god. And then I see attempts by christians to make their point, and I laugh because they actually make no sense.
I will be a frequent visitor here. I'm glad I found this place.