making a stand
this might not be a general topic of discussion but i need some help. see I've never really believed in god. not that i disbelieved him more like i didn't really care. but over the years my family pushed me into religion and I've always resented it, a hatred of the belief in god grew inside me. I've study religion i depth and found no proof for the existence of any deity but all along i went with the flow so as not to be lecture or confronted about my dis-belief. recently i sort of "came out" about my non-belief because I've turned more to the view that the belief in a higher power is a weakness, a desies of insufferable ignorance the desperately needs curing. unfortunately i have trouble explanning the thoughts in my head. i know what i want to say but can't find the correct way to say to get my point across and i end up reassuring peoples belief. i'm becoming a much more active atheist now and i need help getting my views out. any advice would be a great help.