Please help me deprogram
After years of starting out my day reading Scripture and brainwashing it into me I need a way to combat it.
I still have a nostalgia for getting up in the morning and doing something positive for myself (what I thought was positive anyway). I don't even know how to get a normal thought-process back. Its been very difficult.
I am trying to compose something to read to myself every morning. Something to the affect of:
No one is watching you when there are no people there. You really are alone (and its not so bad).
You don't have to think "what is God's will" before you decide whether or not to do something.
If someone broke into the house and held your family hostage at gunpoint its okay to hit him over the head with the lamp (or whatever is handy), instead of "resist not evil" and "turn the other cheek" "love your enemies" etc...
These are just examples. I'd love to have people add to the list. I haven't put much thought into this - probably b/c I can't. It's very hard to think clearly when you've been brainwashed for so long. Please help me to see reality!
My username suggest I am anti-theist.... I am not. I am anti-theism. and I'm really pissed at what faith in god did to my life and the battle I am going through to take back control of my mind.