Why am I still shocked when I come across irrationality and ignorance?

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Why am I still shocked when I come across irrationality and ignorance?

I used to be a fundamentalist Christian.  I know how they think.  I know how I think now that I've managed to extricate myself from the vile clutches of religion.  Perhaps I'm projecting my own education on my mother, family members and the masses of ignorant Americans I meet online and in real life every single day.  Perhaps I think that if I figured it out, they should have by now, too.  It's an unrealistic expectation, yet I'm continually shocked.  One tape my mind often plays is "I'm surrounded by idiots."  Then I feel guilty for thinking of others as idiots.

I often find myself caught between shock, anger, guilt, disgust, despair, sadness, remorse and other emotions that are hard to quantify.  This morning I found out that a meditation class I was looking into was entitled "Spirituality and Peer Skills."  I distrust the word "spirituality."  It usually means there's a "higher power" involved and if so, 1) the class wouldn't help me and 2) I wouldn't be able to keep my big mouth shut.

My answering machine picked up the return call while I was still asleep this morning.  It woke me up and as soon as I heard the title of the class, the cadre of emotions mentioned above shoved me out of bed and I penciled this cartoon:

The biggest problem is I'm surrounded by people whose values and belief systems are so antithetical to morality and common sense I don't know how to handle the conflicting emotions I feel.  I love them, but sweet jumpin' jesus on a trailer hitch...

Thomas Jefferson said the only possible rebuttal to irrationality is ridicule, but when I ridicule (even in private), I feel guilty, upset and isolated from others.  This morning as I drew the stick figures on the crucifixes of my cartoon, I thought, "From now on, all the Christ-based religions shall be known as 'dead-dude-on-a-stick' religions." Enter the laughter, then guilt, then shame, then anger, disgust, right on down to the inevitable feeling of complete isolation.

How do you deal with it?  Do you have a close relationship with anyone in real life who doesn't worship the dead dude on a stick?  If not, how do you keep from throwing yourself in front of the nearest speeding car?

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When I was a fundy, i

When I was a fundy, i couldn't fathom atheists. How could anyone not see the blindingly simple truth of christ?(Reading Lee Strobel didn't help) It was so obvious and true to me I didn't know how anybody could not believe it.

so yes, I think we project our thinking onto others. Since we have figured it out, we think everybody should have.

Obviously now, I can't understand how anyone can be a xtian. I've already become so accustomed to the atheist way of life, of actually wanting evidence and facts, that when I encounter fundies it can be a shock all over again. I mostly feel pity for them, I wouldn't feel guilty if I did ridicule them.

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Do you have a close relationship with anyone in real life who doesn't worship the dead dude on a stick?  If not, how do you keep from throwing yourself in front of the nearest speeding car?

Sadly I don't. Some of my friends have learnt not to bring religion up, becuase it will lead to a argument.Most of the time I'm just not going to give people a free pass on talking rubbish. I really wish I did have a close atheist friend IRL friend.

This weeks really been full of theist influences.It's driving me insane. Everytime I go on facebook, there's someone's status going on bout god or jesus. Almost every program I've watched this week has had something about faith. It's like I'm hypersensitive to noticing these things. But xtians still say they're persecuted,when they're crap is being forced down my throat. I guess my best way of dealing with it is coming here

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How do you deal with it?  Do you have a close relationship with anyone in real life who doesn't worship the dead dude on a stick?  If not, how do you keep from throwing yourself in front of the nearest speeding car?

I've been dislocated from my close friends for some time, but no - none of them are theists. I recall with much amusement the day that one of my friend's fig trees inexplicably bloomed, and his fundie mother was concerned with the biblical connotation (that perhaps it was a sign of Christs' impending return). His response:

"Mom? 20 bucks says Jesus isn't coming. I'll give you 100 to 1 odds."

 

I wouldn't bother ridiculing them. My extensive experience with telling people, "Wow. You're fucked-up," has been that it's never been productive. Ridicule tends to be tied more with emotional venting than arguing, so I think it's a dubious notion that it's a good tool for making people see the truth.

Humor is a great weapon, though. The FSM is always a good one to bust out on people.

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Iruka Naminori wrote:I used

Iruka Naminori wrote:

I used to be a fundamentalist Christian.  I know how they think.  I know how I think now that I've managed to extricate myself from the vile clutches of religion.  Perhaps I'm projecting my own education on my mother, family members and the masses of ignorant Americans I meet online and in real life every single day.  Perhaps I think that if I figured it out, they should have by now, too.  It's an unrealistic expectation, yet I'm continually shocked.  One tape my mind often plays is "I'm surrounded by idiots."  Then I feel guilty for thinking of others as idiots.

 

To quote George Carlin

 

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The average person is an idiot.  And half the people in this world are dumber than he is.

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Iruka Naminori wrote:How do

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How do you deal with it?  Do you have a close relationship with anyone in real life who doesn't worship the dead dude on a stick?  If not, how do you keep from throwing yourself in front of the nearest speeding car?

Yes, most of my friends are agnostic atheists.  Even those that are Christian are still intelligent, interesting, and accepting of non-Christians.  If I didn't have any friends that I could be myself around and enjoy talking with, I would be spending as much time as possible trying to find some.

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Thomas Jefferson said the only possible rebuttal to irrationality is ridicule, but when I ridicule (even in private), I feel guilty, upset and isolated from others.  This morning as I drew the stick figures on the crucifixes of my cartoon, I thought, "From now on, all the Christ-based religions shall be known as 'dead-dude-on-a-stick' religions." Enter the laughter, then guilt, then shame, then anger, disgust, right on down to the inevitable feeling of complete isolation.

This is not healthy.  You shouldn't feel guilty for finding humor in something... you're not hurting anyone, and laughing makes life more enjoyable.  You have a right to your opinion and absolutely no obligation to respect everything that other people do or think.  Most importantly, you should realize that it's impossible to be perfect and you should accept yourself for who you are.  Don't let Christian brainwashing of "sinning in thought, word, and deed" make you feel guilty about your own human nature.  If you do something you don't think you should do, either accept it as a mistake to learn from (and not feel guilty about) or examine your reasons for thinking you shouldn't do it to see if those reasons are irrational and unhealthy.


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How do you deal with it?

Big Giant Disclaimer #1:  I'll be happy to tell you how I deal with it, but I can't tell you how you should deal with it.  You've got a lot more anger than I do, and I'm not sure my approach will work for you.  Fundamentalism is all about telling people how they should feel.  I'm a big believer in describing the way things are, and then figuring out how to react to it.

Anyway, as I've become better educated in the last five years, I've become much more confident about being able to pretty much p0wn any theist I talk to.  Ironically, this makes me a lot less likely to bother with them.  In a nutshell, that's my approach most of the time.  If someone says something stupid, I ignore them like people ignore their crazy Aunt Hilda every Thanksgiving when she brings everyone individually wrapped baby socks, whether they have a baby or not.

Frankly, I'm very dismissive of people when they start talking about dead people on sticks.  If someone starts saying something directly to me, I say something like, "Well, I'm sorry to hear you believe something so silly.  Want to talk about something else?"

Consequently, I don't have a lot of theist friends.  The ones I do keep are careful to keep religion out of the conversation, and they've learned to have thick skin if they hear me being completely dismissive of another theist.

If there's such a thing as a "secret" that I have, it's quiet, even speech and as much sympathy as I can muster.  I do feel pity for religious people, and I've learned to let it show when I talk to them.  Even while I'm insulting their beliefs, I'm speaking with compassion.  It's a hard balance to achieve, but when you hit it, it's a homerun.

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Enter the laughter, then guilt, then shame, then anger, disgust, right on down to the inevitable feeling of complete isolation.

I can't tell you not to feel guilt, shame, anger, and disgust.  You feel them because that's the way your brain got wired when you were young, and it's just doing what it was programmed to do.  I can tell you that a certain amount of reprogramming is possible, but it takes a long time.  If you have the time, maybe you should buy a textbook about cognitive therapy.  If you have any psych background at all, you ought to be able to learn how to do it on yourself.  In a nutshell, experiences trigger negative emotions which set off a chain of internal events that end negatively.  A cognitive therapist would help you find the root of the negative emotions and train yourself to step back mentally when you recognize a trigger going off.

The thing is, the triggers are not always as obvious as you might think.  You get really angry, disgusted, guilty, etc, when a fundy says something stupid to you.  I'd be willing to bet that it isn't the stupidity in front of you causing the emotional flood.  It's something deeper in your mind.

I'll give you an example.  I dated a girl who absolutely hated to do dishes.  I mean, she would be pissed off all night if she had to do them.  When it got right down to it, all housework set off negative emotions in her.  More negative emotions than were appropriate for a few minutes of easy work.  I broke rule number one and tried to help her figure out why.  (RULE #!:  NEVER,  ever, ever, ever be a psychologist for someone you're dating.  Ever.)

Here's what was happening.  Her mother had been a moderate theist.  She enjoyed drinking and going to parties, and led a rather bohemian lifestyle.  She married a fundy who insisted on having a "traditional housewife," which meant she did all the cooking and cleaning all the time.  Furthermore, even though she didn't want to have children, the women of the church formed a "prayer circle" around her and basically prayed at her until she said that she would do the biblically correct thing and bear a child for her husband.  So, the child, my ex-gf, was understandably the focus of a lot of anger, bitterness, and resentment from her mother.   In truth, her mother didn't love her.  She resented her and loathed the life she had been forced into because of having a baby.  The only time that she ever gave her daughter any praise was when she was doing chores around the house, and only then when they were perfect.  My ex learned early on that love was contingent upon housework.

When she got older, she learned that love could be bought in other ways, and that men could be manipulated.  She learned that because she could always get her father to overrule her mother.  Her mother resented her for it.  Anyway, long story short, she learned eventually that people are only lovable when they do things for people, and if they don't do them right, they won't be loved.  When I asked her to do dishes, there was a  part of her brain that heard a challenge:  "Do this or you are unlovable!!"  This triggered fear and loneliness, and she fell into the old pattern of using manipulation to get her way.

Sadly, she never learned to get over that.  I wish there was a happier ending, but the reality is that some people never get over the programming.  According to Cognitive Therapy, most of the triggers are linked to a false belief about our place in the universe.  My ex wasn't really unlovable, but her behavior made her less lovable, and it was a result of the false belief.  In theory, once you can reason your way past a false core belief, you can give yourself a new habit.  Some therapists recommend a rubber band around the wrist.  When you start feeling the trigger emotion, you pop yourself hard enough to redirect your thoughts for a second.  You quickly go through the mental exercise of reasoning past the emotions and then act the way you know is reasonable -- not the way you feel like acting.  Again, in theory, after months of this, you can bypass the old triggers and form new ones.

So, what I'm suggesting is that if you're having negative emotions that are so strong they hinder you socially, there's probably something else going on.  Fundy stupidity means something to you, and it's probably something about how you view yourself.  If that's true, and you can figure out what it is, you might save yourself a lot of grief.

 

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Hambydammit wrote:Fundy

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Fundy stupidity means something to you, and it's probably something about how you view yourself.  If that's true, and you can figure out what it is, you might save yourself a lot of grief.

You can't say I beat you to this one. That was an utterly heart-wrenching story.

So ... if I had a heart, it would be really wrenched right now.

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HisWillness wrote:You can't

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You can't say I beat you to this one. That was an utterly heart-wrenching story.

So ... if I had a heart, it would be really wrenched right now.

You've got a heard (or are you using some kind of external mechanical pump to circulate your blood?), else you wouldn't be writing here.

When people saying that you feel with your heart actually bother me quite a lot, the heart is a hollow muscle that pumps your blood around the body and not some kind of supplementary brain (or other nervecentra that would be required to feel something).

 


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A christian friend of mine

A christian friend of mine once said to me, 'if only you could see! My heart actually aches for you"

I replied,' And my brain hurts for you.'

She wasn't too happy with that.

Psalm 14:1 "the fool hath said in his heart there is a God"-From a 1763 misprinted edition of the bible

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pettman wrote:You've got a

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You've got a heard (or are you using some kind of external mechanical pump to circulate your blood?), else you wouldn't be writing here.

When people saying that you feel with your heart actually bother me quite a lot, the heart is a hollow muscle that pumps your blood around the body and not some kind of supplementary brain (or other nervecentra that would be required to feel something).

Oh, you assumed I'm human. Easy mistake to make. Actually, I have a black acrid ooze that flows through my veins, and it's controlled through a sort of magnetic servo mechanism. I'm a machine. At least that's what they tell me.

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